THINGS HAS CHANGED

I AM BACK !!!

2011-08-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

wohoo...i am back. so long never update or say lazy to update
ever since i entered home team academy for my police career,
i got no time for myself, family and my dear darling Wenzzz.
worst i am involved in NDP. Before entering, dread so many things,
IPPT, so on... now finally can have a peace of mind, passed quite
a number of things liao. 1) IPPT 2) Driving 3) PDT 4) Shooting
5) Taser 6) Block 1 Law Test

so happy and relievd now

2011-03-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

OHH. IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST POSTED.
I FORGOTTEN MY PASSWORD SO DIDN'T BOTHER TO RETRIEVE IT
I AM LEFT WITH LIKE 13 DAYS TO MY APPOINTMENT DAY
THE OFFICER TOLD ME 3 THINGS MUST PASS

1) IPPT 2) SHOOTING 3) LAW TEST

KAO..SO MANY THINGS TO PASS AH !! DIE LIAO LIKE TAT

2010-12-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

2010 is coming to an end
2011 is coming
finally, graduated from ITE !!!
no news yet from SPF regarding my application status.. wait n wait

2010-12-01T00:04:00.001+08:00

i finally knew why my enlistment notice why took so long to come
i received an email from SPF recruitment for an interview session
i rmb after failing d onlineapplication, i reapplied at my school career fair
my i abit worry and uncertain. all my classmate got into either SPF or army
then now i got into tis MTE scheme if i were to pass the selection and panel interview
thinking back i regretted the move.

monday will be the day . thinking wat n how shld i answer they question ??
can anyone tell me !!!!!! ?????????

i gotten my resignation ready either for my new upcoming task or NS
a farewell to my 5-years old job. and prolly a new 5 years new job ?
arghhhh

2010-11-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks to graduation .. cacn't wait for the last day of school manx
got an distinction for my audio module ! also an cert in top 10 of course
of course full nitec cert is still the best.. but tis video module really very sucky
hate it so much, but still have to take :(

2010-11-07T02:14:00.001+08:00

I LOVE U DARLING !!! :)

2010-10-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

$$$ PLEASE COME TO ME !!! I NEED YOU SO BADLY !!!!

2010-10-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

long long long since i last post
many interesting things happening this days
i am on to the game.. make sure you people deserve what
you all should get by doing stupids things behind the back

we shall wait for the right time to come.

2010-10-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

end of Hong Kong trip..time past so fast
will be taking 4pm flight back to Singapore this afternoon
this trip is so much fun and we get to know many HK friends
has also witness a few police action here during our 3 weeks stay
first case is a suicide incident, second case is a case of armed guard
quarrelled with his colleague and fired his shotgun. all this happen just
right below my hostel.

2010-10-01T15:37:00.001+08:00

7 days more to go in HK !

2010-09-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

many weeks since i last blog
made a few hong kong friend here at their school
but still i miss Singapore food and people
I MISS U DARLING :)

2010-09-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

last day of attachment.. sianz
after today must everyday wake up early for school
so far far away... haiz

2010-09-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

ws damn pissed off yesterday by one fat indian auntie
i was queqing for my food at cafe lobby at sengkang mrt while
i left my bag at the table. i knew tat table don't have a chair but
i intend to buy my food first. this bloddy hell auntie went over to
tell the cleaner customer left bag there. i went over with my tray of food
and told her tat i came here first. she then no happy, say no one was there,
the chair she take one. like want me to move. i told her my bag was there
first. she continue insult me with vulgars and dragged my parents in.
BLODDY CHEE BYE :(

i got flare and raised my voice at her and told her to fuck off my sight
she was reluctant to move away but i continue to yell at her.
she eventaully moved away and i told her, "your chair? please take this
fucking chair away, bring it home lah".
throughout, she warn me not to yell at her, so i challenge her, why can't I
when she started this stupid problem by occupying my table first

i only ate half bowl as i really very fed-up then

2010-08-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

5 days away from end of attachment :)

2010-08-23T11:42:00.001+08:00

finally got the time to post something here
has been feeling very terrible the past few days
my cough havn't recover yet but i'm going back to work
many events coming up
one more important things, ATTACHMENT ENDING SOON
happy at the same time sad lah.
my presentation yet to complete . ohoh

Ya ya .. i am going overseas to Hong Kong from Sept 20 to Oct 8
i surely to miss my darling alot alot

2010-08-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

I HAVE THE SAME FEELING AS MW TOO
OBSESSION WITH $$$$$
IF I HAVE MONEY, I WOULD DEFINITELY BUY AN IPHONE

I ALSO WANT BUY A COMPLETE SOUND SYSTEM
A DAMN CONSOLE $645. I THOUGH OVER A THOUSAND
SPEND 10K ON THE SYSTEM, THEN PROVIDE FREELANCE
SERVICE FOR PEOPLE . CAN EARN BACK QUITE FAST BA

WAITING FOR MONEY TO DROP FROM THE SKY

2010-08-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

early morning go CMPB for medical for 3-rd time.
blood test was damn scary . just a week before caused a blue black
so they chose on my left. but poke in and out still nothing.
another senior came and do on my right hand again in out many time
STILL NO BLOOD.. cool huh ?? IS DAMN PAIN DE LOR.
now my both hands cannot move already .. :(

2010-07-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

omg. right after this industrial attachment to Xtron
i will be to Hong Kong for another one month there
not been going back to mac for quite sometimes already
i am considering resignation but i miss everyone there
moreover is 5 years of devotion to the company.
maybe i should consider my my career prospect in AV side
within 5 years in mac. seen so many managers' and crew
coming in and go. working with Sham, david, Michael, Lily, Ajay,
and now maybe Thomson will be leaving. One more not
forgetting Cecillia whom passed away which was one good manager too

i will give myself 2 week time to think properly.
maybe afterall, mcdonald's isn't the ideal place to stay on

2010-07-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING

2010-07-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

today spent the whole day out
reach my office at 10am . do some research stuff till 1plus
head to TPY to find supplier for t-shirt but warehouse closed. wth !
so next to peoples' park collect trophy .. back to office
then go simlim tower collect some cables . nearly lost my way at
some dunno wat alley near Tekka. somemore so scary the foreign ppl
:( :(
tmw at scape then grand cathay ! hope to have fun there

2010-07-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

finally felt like updating my blog
this few days attachment was doing soldering of cables
so boring sitting there alone :(

2010-07-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

today attachment quite ok
show luo appearance and i set up the barricades early morning
he arrive quite late and i got so much free time in between that
i am bored to death . no work on sunday and monday :)

2010-07-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

problem problem problem
why why why
? ? ?

2010-07-07T22:04:00.001+08:00

i am very frustrated now.
too many things happened at one time
shall not spend anymore from now.
i might not have chance to eat nice, watch movie,
many many more. i will not say the reasons here

2010-07-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

attachment officially start tomorrow le.
so happy but at the same time felt tired of it
will see how it goes tomorrow. pray hard it will turn out fine
i gotta a strange feeling this few days. very strange

LIFE IS SO INTERESTING

2010-07-03T23:27:00.015+08:00

a fun day out with dearest today to the ZOO !!!
initially the rain was such a nuisance to us cause we are
taking photo. so we took turn to take while one hold the
umbrella. later part the rain stops then we have much fun
photo will be uploaded to FB later part

got to know some interesting stuffs but i am not going to
say here or anywhere. but, life is so much interesting.
that people will tell others 'something' they have done
OMG !!! buay tahan. why men like this ar ?
i still remember once a best fren of mine told me about
his 'life' with his gf . dumb dumb

siotttt de lor. dunno wat they thinking of

2010-07-03T01:18:00.001+08:00

TO ALL MY DEAR READERS,

with immediate effect, i provide lamination service at 50 cents per
document regardless of size. I accept any size from and below A4.

Why am I doing for so cheap ?

My motive is not to earn much. Shop sells at $1 - $3 for an A4 size.
I only wants to cover my initial cost for my machine.

For more detail, SMS or email.MSN me.

2010-07-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

a brand new month.
spent $80 plus yesterday for a laminator, lamination pouch and a parker pen
moreover, i am not working for whole month. dunno when the pay for the
attachment will come in one. if late come i will die siol :(
just four more days to go.

2010-06-25T10:11:00.000+08:00

final exam result fianally out already
scored GPA4.0 this time round.
2 Dist, 1 A. But overall GPA only 3.7 cos didnt do well last term

2010-06-23T16:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D

2010-06-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

FIFTEEN MORE DAYS TO ATTACHMENT
FIFTEEN MORE DAYS TO A BREAK FROM MAC

taking this good chance to refresh myself from 4 years of work at mac
thinking hard whether to leave earlier ?
giving myself 2 months to think properly !!!

2010-06-16T00:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE :)

hope you will recover soon and be back like normal.
mw & me bought u a prezzie. pass u when see u ya

2010-06-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday crew outing was quite success. except for some cock up as some
uncooperative aunties making much noises. buay tahan them lah. every year
also got feedback de. :(

photos took a long time to upload as FB sucks like hell. finally uploaded all
after few tries.. :) enjoy

2010-06-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

IRRITATING ... VERY IRRITATED WHEN U GAVE THAT COLD REACTION
EVERTIME !!! NEVER TELL YOU, YOU BLAME ME. TELL YOU LIAO, YOU
SAY THIS N THAT. WTH LAH ...

2010-06-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

woke up early morning 7am bath get ready to meet Miaowen
we going pulau ubin today :) she was so nice to prep sandwiches there
rented a two bikes at a low value. cycke around for an hour to two
kena mosquitoe bitee everywhere . decided to go back mainland
cabbed to DTE and go WWW !!! woooraaay :D
so much fun today :)

2010-05-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

the day started very bad for me
early morning auntie BH came and question me on something
in the end kena scolded by me upside down .. hehe :) she deserved it

later part, this customer bring dog and sat at the ORA with the sign
in front of him, yet dispite telling him nicely, he shown hostility towards us.
firstly, say he eating what i want to do. then ask me to get lost. BLOODY HELL
please respect the muslim lah. u think is i want this law izzit . complain go ahead la.
at that time all my bosses was right in the restaurant looking.
worst thing he does is the he pour left over coffee PURPOSELY all over before leaving
chicken asshole . :( :( :( :( :(

later part was much happier as the customer whom i help to reserved seats treated me
with their birthday cakes :) THANKS ALOT

Another customer with a bunch of ladies cheer me up too. cos i took their orders all their
table and serve right to them . he commented good service :) Thanks Alot TOO :)

going the extra miles for such customer make everyone's happy
no matter what it does you still willing to do it !

but if asked to serve the chicken asshole, please join the Q, THANK YOU . HEHEHE

such a long post ever this year. :)

MW, is it what you expected ? post more and longer !!!

2010-05-14T11:48:00.002+08:00

so lazy to blog
attachment start on July 5 siol...
attached to City Harvest as a event support crew

2010-05-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

OMG .. i owe 3 bloody presentation already
the teacher sudden call and remind about the melaka trip presentation
kao eh.. donkey years liao then want us do
you think we so free izzit . we got lots more work in school leh
see my mood first la

2010-04-29T21:05:00.001+08:00

really felt sorry that i got someone into trouble .
i didn't mean to get u into this and didn't know they would contact office
if time can reverse, i hope i could retrieve back my mail
wth all they are thinking ? sometimes when i think of all the policies,
some are simply bullshit . when come to reality, they simply put the blame on u
instead of resolving the problem. are this people to smart that they suffer brain damage ?
hais. is ok now. gonna enjoy my attachment during july to august.
i can earn more this way . full time on job with OT benefit . wohoo
shall not be in the restaurant for the time being ba. good time for me to take a break from those idiotic customer that kpkb everyday

2010-04-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

attachment round the corners . received my posting today
going to event production company for 8 weeks .. :)

2010-04-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM WORK ... DAMN FUCK TIRED ALREADY
YESTERDAY WORK TILL 5PM, STAYED BEHIND TO DO THE INCENTIVE THINGY
LILY CAME STORE SO I STAY UNTIL LIKE 1.30AM .
WE TALK ABOUT WORK AND EVERYTHING
HOME SLEEP AND WORK IN THE MORNING AGAIN UNTIL NOW LOR
THINKING OF SKIPPING P.E TOMORROW. SO SO SO TIRED
ONCE AGAIN, YOU NEVER FAIL TO IRRITATE ME AGAIN TODAY
YOUR ACTION MAKES US ALL FEEL DIGUSTED

2010-04-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

ENOUGH 就是 ENOUGH !!!
MY PATIENCE HAVE REACHED ITS LIMITS ALREADY
i gonna plan one day to personally head down to your office to sort things out
you can avoid my email and phone . you will regret for doing so

damn ass :(

2010-04-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

lost the motivation to blog regularly. idk why also
my teacher just left one by one . next attachment coming real soon
hope can get a good company . pray don't give me lame job.

2010-04-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

a real disappointment in our government agency.
i emailed to WDA regarding small thing they take such long time to reply
yet give me reason say cannot this cannot that ... WHAT FOR I ATTEND THE CLASS ???
get the damn TRANSCRIPT ONLY IZZIT ???
even courses taken in 2006 also haven received .. WTH ?
if still can't solved the problem, i will write to the paper.
you wait and see.

2010-04-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

MONDAY BLUEZ .... SCHOOL GONNA REOPEN IN 8 HRS 52 MINS

2010-04-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

just returned from mgmt dinner at AMK fish&co
woke up early morning to store to continue last part of wall grouting
mgmt meeting at 2pm. after that go dinner liao lor
now i am irritated. some person tagged on my blog some vulgars
i guess i know who you are . continue to post more. i love it sooo much
don't forget your IP are logged and liable for prosection !
i don't even know you . so please get off here before i turn nasty

2010-04-04T22:39:00.001+08:00

OMFG !!! MANY THINGS HAD HAPPENED THIS FEW DAYS . NON STOP

WHEN CAN IT PUT TO A STOP ?

YOU HAVE NOT SEEN MY TRUE COLORS BEFORE. SO DUN TAKE FOR GRANTED

DUN PUSH PPL ABOVE THE LIMIT !!!

2010-04-03T23:01:00.001+08:00

TIRED !!!

2010-04-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

done some editing to my blog template to restore the archive section
kinda simple but i took quite some time to figure out before clicking to 'Save' button
else, if anything gone wrong needa redo again !

today quite boring day..woke up at 3pm !!! yes, my mum came into my room and
closed the curtain cos she say the sun very strong scare i get hot. so the ambience in my
room became damn dark and thus cause me sleep till so late ! wohoo.. went point to dabao
home and eat then continue surfing the web till night time go out dabao again. :)

boss SMS last minute inform me of work tomorrow !! haha.. DOUBLE PAY !!!
teehee

2010-03-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

OMFG !! overslept today. had a drink yesterday night before sleep
suppose to go Beach Road to collect stuffs ... late 'breakfast' at HGPT
home to do my admin work. my lappy getting slower n slower
received a call from miaowen to go her house.
sorry made u so sad at the beginning ..
took bus reach her house there ... her parents were all at home
aftr that went punggol cc to collect my busary award... i wont say the amount de :)
haha

2010-03-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

woke up early today and prepare for later outing with MW...
head out at 10am to Beach Road first wanting to collect my Home Team nametag.
when reached there, the uncle look so loonnnngg can't find. when the auntie see my invoice
then tell me afternoon the delivery then come ! WTH man !!!! a wasted trip there
ate chicky rice there :) super nice

went home and take my camera and meet MW at sengkang and head for habourfront buy stuff
head for SENTOSA !! rent a bicycle for an hour cycling around and picnic at the beachside
ate our stuff and took phottoooo !!!

the weather was bad but luckily never rain ... thanks god .
back to harbourfront for dinner at kopitiam peppy lunch express.
after that some finggy food and icycream

today really very fun and happy !!!

2010-03-24T21:16:00.001+08:00

too busy and lazy to blog recently.
modded a toygun to resemble a Taurus M85 !! wohoo
having my march holidays now...went store to do houskeeping task this few day
friday will be a busy day. morning - collect nametag at HGM and BeachRoad
afternoon meeting someone for a picnic - hope the weather would be fine !

2010-03-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

today work form 8am till 1130pm ... super tired now
stayed behind to complete my stuff
tomorrow another long day at school siol.. must reach ITE Simei by 0830 and only be back around 12am..
kao Kao KAO !!!

2010-03-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

damn fuck up day at the i-talent rehearsal today..
F*** the stage manager, don't know anything yet talk so much
poor planning and show organisation !!!

u think easy to be in front of the console you come do yourself la
WHOA..all this reminds me when i am working as a technician in hougang sec
fun working with others technicians but always, either the OIC or the performers giving problem
they use mouth say, then we do.. is just like they don't trust us in our ability
whatever it is .. i shan't talk much. just a small event nia. as long as i know i have done my best

dragged our time until 2 plus .. then i rush from ITE Simei to Serangoon for work ..

Thanks Angeline for exchanging shift with me :D

2010-03-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's happening .. really don't know. !!!
i am confused . should i just give up and be gone ?

yeah. i finally found the utility vest that i'm looking for at bedok
$28 nia. .. this few days really busy cause preparing for event
and set up at ITE Simei for an upcoming event. just reach home siol

TIME WERE NEVER THE SAME LIKE BEFORE

2010-03-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY DON'T HAVE ANY MOOD TO BLOG .. I SHAN'T WRITE LONG STORY
MY HEART IS ACHING ... I HAVE NO MOOD TO WORK, NO MOOD TO STUDY
NO MOOD IN EVERYDAY ACTIVITIES !!!

BYE

2010-03-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

suddenly thinking of you and i cried

2010-03-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

it's such a long time since i last blog
Shaker Fries is BACK !!! now in hot & spicy flavour

I LOVE MY SWEETHEART TOO :D

Congrats to Joyce for her promotion :)

2010-02-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

AL' PMO CNY dinner today
i won an 19" LCD TV at the lucky draw 1st prize siol
so happy

at the same time very sad cos my e71 speaker blown
gonna need to sent to svc center to change the speaker

2010-02-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

bought some chinese medicine pill opposite my mac
felt better after it le.. drank quite alot of cold drink this days

2010-02-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

this few days were hell for me
sore thoart and ear drum can also feel the pain too

2010-02-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

damn pissed off with someone very much
a man which is not a man, a useless freak who don't dare face the reality but do small action ppl back
sooner, you will know what's the retribution for doing so. God will punish u for doing such things

2010-02-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

holiday ending soon..i will be back by tomorrow le
had so much fun here..drove & rode here
took speedboat out to other smaller island

shall update again when i'm back

2010-02-12T21:01:00.001+08:00

hi everyone ... i am having my holiday at phuket now
shall update when i am back !!!

Bye

2010-02-08T20:20:00.001+08:00

i am very missing her more ... tried spending more time with her
i will be away for 5 days . definitely i will miss her alot alot
i am worried . very worried

2010-02-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

finally got the time to blog . i just got back after a long day out
after work, went hg mall for dinner at pastamania ... and this fucking uncle was seen quarreling with the manager
they were quarrelling about bringing in outside food in to the restaurant
he insisted he had done nothing wrong and refused to stop his act and shouted at the manager
i could not stand his fucking attitude and yell to them..."hey, i am having my meal and want it to be peaceful"
damn it lah ... he told the manager he just want to have his peaceful meal as he got order from them ! so wat?
you want peaceful ? other patron there also want peaceful !! still dare stare at me ? curse you curse you !!!
DAMN FUCKING IDIOT COUPLE !!!
destroy my appetite and make my day down ...dun let me see you again or else i gotta 'f''u upside down

2010-02-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

very tiring day today ...
i'm donwloading some lighting controls software now . seems to load very slowly
shall wait and see !!!

2010-02-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

hi everyone i'm back
my cough isn't getting any better after so many days after seeing the doctor
hope it will get better before CNY cause i gotta go overseas

my phone falling apart but i don't wish to get a new phone as i'm going for NS soon
no point getting a good phone now and by the time i ORD, the phone outdated liao
maybe i should just wait till after NS and get a iphone :D

shall wait and see

2010-02-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

i am very tired today ...
shall update tomorrow

BYE

2010-01-31T07:38:00.000+08:00

really tired ... home after work yesterday and went for our early reunion dinner
drove to bishan expo . we thought was some good stuff as the news said was bigggg
in the end was like shittt !!!! walk to J8 and bought some shirt at OP.

my dear, please take care more and drink more water !!!

2010-01-29T16:34:00.003+08:00

i am sick !!! coughing none stop le
ohoh :D

2010-01-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

not much for today
i am still thinking of you every moments
i really hope u'll be forever by my side

2010-01-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

no lesson today . went for industrial visit to drama center
learnt about staging, audio & lighting in the performing industry
most equipments used there are being taught in school and we are quite familiar
after that train-ed to sengkang to meet with miaowen and took the LRT to Rivervale Mall
bought some tidbits at Diaso and took LRT back to compasspoint.
rush back to serangoon to meet up with my mgmt team and head to bishan pizza hut for dinner
photos will be uploaded at a later time as internet very lagging

我是真的付出我的爱

2010-01-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

class end at 4pm but the lecturer release us at 2.30pm instead
i also don't why cos i am sleeping in the classroom ...really tired
went home to rest and prepare for the night gathering with my BSMC classmates
had dinner at Sakuara @ Dhoby Ghaut Green .

i don't know why, really don't know i am missing you alot alot
but sometimes, i felt very lonely
Feb 12 is coming nearer ... i am getting very paranoid . i will miss u even more
i am afraid i might get bad news when i'm back

我是真的付出我的爱从今以后不会再更改哦让我拥有你到未来

2010-01-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

today really a bad bad day . many things happened together
shall not elaborate much . after work went vivocity, suppose to go somerset
while on the train about to reach the station, the train stops and they announce that some fault with the station
and we will be trap for another 10 mins, so i decided to walk to the cabin area to check it out
after 24 mins the train finally moves through manual operation
btw, there's this angmo lady rushing for her cruise, i doubt she will be able to catch it
another fucker man came forward and scold the train operator ... damm him la. you think he can control meh ?

2010-01-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

work in the morning ... still quite smooth today
after work, went out with miaowen to marina square to have our dinner
walk around the mall before deciding to have it at swensens
i have salmon&mushroom pasta while she ordered an teriyaki chix pasta
after that walk around and she bought a new blouse
train-ed home after that

holy shit ... my presentation slides still haven even started doing !!!
f*** those idiot who doesn't want to contribute

2010-01-22T21:33:00.001+08:00

woke up early in the morning for photo-taking at SRA3
my SLR finally back in action !!! thank alice for taking it for us
my lessons suppose to start at 9am but i could not make it on time
worst of all, it rain so heavily that everyone was flagging the cab
i shared cab with susana and reached school around 10.30am plus
funny thing was, teacher decide to release the class early today at 11am
might as well don't go siol...
home and took a nap before going sengkang for random photoshoot

here's the photo

2010-01-21T21:23:00.003+08:00

but i'm not the man your heart is missing
that's why you go away i know

I FEEL LIKE SINGING OUT OF A SUDDEN
I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS WORLD
THIS WORLD IS SO CRUEL !!!

so suprisingly, he sms-ed me today !!!
but i'm not excited at all ... cos i'm no more interested in anything already
i am learning to give up slowly
by the time i given up , i will be long gone

2010-01-20T21:28:00.003+08:00

OMFG !!! my GEP trip presentation slides hasn't done yet
the deadline is coming nearer already ... DIE DIE DIE
today do soldering and accidentally burned my hand :(
KFC for dinner today :)

hey gal, i'm still waiting for you ... i have not given up yet
and i will not give up

2010-01-18T17:22:00.004+08:00

i know i have become very vulgar this days in my blog
but i just can't stop from being like this ...
YOUR ACTION REALLY MAKES ME FELT DIGUSTED
i don't know what has caused this . But, do you have to do all this ?
please be a real man lah ... face up to reality , stop being a small kid
if u want to resign, no one will stop u ... no need to tell me is because of me

just hope that he will stop being such a childish person and carry on with his life
he has caused so much trouble to himself and others

hey peeps, i apologise for misunderstanding you ... i really can't imagine he is like this
things has been done ... damaged has been caused , we can't turn back the time already
has he gone crazy or what ? i don't know ... from what he acts, it seems that he mentally disturbed

2010-01-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

boss has talk to me yesterday about my fb comment yesterday
she makes me talk to him ... in respect, i went to him a strike up a conversation
what i get is his fucking attitude ... even today, i blocked his way, he just kick me at my foot
not even an excuse me ... what the hell he want ? he keep think that he got totally no fault
doing or saying stupid things that get things worst even makes me misunderstood all my friends
why is he like that now ? no one can understand

after work today, went hg plaza had suki sushi buffet ... thanks alot for treating me :D
walk around looking for phone. i loves e72 alot alot...but too expensive le !!!

2010-01-16T21:46:00.001+08:00

独占不到你厚厚那双手都想一天你倦会回头
很蠢吗放开手铐解开轻气球

谈恋爱要迁就若是苦能够换到拥有
我也甘心用盐洒伤口

你有你探索世界得引诱我有我只眼闭痛也得接受
你要到处试我哪会抗议我都不敢发嬲

我说我已中了你发的怨咒你再放泄我也舍不得分手
怀疑或者当你玩到够才肯给我收手

任你处置我已快要崩溃可惜偏偏我乐意奉陪
手机响如早知你即将失陪

扮蠢也有深度就别想得那样的深奥当不知道对大家都好

你有你探索世界得引诱我有我只眼闭痛也得接受
你要到处试我哪会抗议我都不敢发嬲
我信我已中了你发的怨咒你再放泄我也舍不得分手
怀疑或者当你玩到够才肯给我收手

用盐洒伤口你有你探索世界的引诱
我有我只眼闭痛也得接受你要到处试我哪会抗议
我都不敢发嬲我信我已中了你发的怨咒
你再放泄我也舍不得分手

迟早都会收手为我收手

What is Love ?

2010-01-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

Love is a kind of feeling towards the opposite gender. It is a mutual kind of feelings that is far more than the usual what we called Friendship.

Everywhere we go, there just seems to be couples around, some holding hands, some kissing, some just, you know, hugging. Yes, hugging and kissing actually makes you closer to the other party then sex. But having a healthy relationship should not only cover making love. Learn to be someone that can actually love a girl or boy without making love, as you just can't simply make love in public, right?

Everyone got their own explanations for LOVE. However, don't let the word affects your life. Live with it and let it be part of your lifestyle. Remember, it is your life, it is your fight. Choose your way in the path of your life and bear whatever consequences that comes with it. Just like my secondary school motto: Choose Wisely, Face Consequences Squarely.

2010-01-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

WTH ??? IT TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO LOG IN TO BLOGGER & FACEBOOK TODAY
WHAT FUCKING WRONG WITH THE CONNECTION THIS DAYS ???

firstly, would like to apologise to my dear sister i overslept today ... suppose to meet her in the morning ... sorry sorry sorry lalalaa
no school today as need to attend a boring presentation at ITE Dover, took bus 74 and slept throughout the journey
after that, met up with the rest of the GEP groupmates and copied those photos from them
ate lunch at canteen before heading home
took a short nap before heading for dinner at BSJ8 at Pastamania !!!

2010-01-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

3rd post of the day
i finally got the chance to edit my blog skin
changed to something plain
hehe :D

2010-01-14T20:33:00.001+08:00

sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere, don't know which way to go
there ain't so much to say now between us , ANYMORE AH AH ...LALALAA

AFRESH

2010-01-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

problem finally put to a stop .. you, yes you, please stop the action you are doing already
there's no way that can turn back the time. want talk terms & condition ? i'm not the person
don't do stupid things le ... you have made the problem worst. you should blame yourself
you should also think why this would happen, you have a split personality which cause this problem
we knew you actually care and concern for her, but you don't know how to express
now, not one person is hurt, there's lot more people getting hurt

2010-01-13T20:34:00.004+08:00

i gonna break down real soon .
i am getting nightmares every night . why are there such person living in this world ?
you make me feel that i am a loser . but in my mind, i will be the ultimate winner
once, we fall out together with her, make her felt lonely eventually resigned
now, you all fall out with me, one day, you all will be treated the same way u treat me
you will know the pain when the day comes

love is one big illusion, i should try to forget, but there's something left in my head
i wont forget, the way u;re kissing, the feeling so strong, were lasting for so long

2010-01-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

i really in a dilemia right now. people seems threatenning me
you know who you are. you make me lose my patience already, i trying to give way but you are not giving in
you set those stupid terms and condition that i can't even be frens with her
i don't care whose idea was this or just you alone.

let me tell you people this, if you people wants this to end, i will end it
i will tender, i don't wish to carry on this anymore
u ppl make me choose this last resort

u want to make me break a friendship just for another ? i will break the friendship with you first

goodbye everyone

2010-01-12T14:41:00.002+08:00

如果两个人的天堂象是温馨的墙囚禁你的梦想幸福是否象是一扇铁窗候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往渴望一双翅膀放手让你飞翔你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊我愿为你选择回到孤单缠绵如果变成了锁链抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手为爱放弃天长地久我们相守若让你付出所有让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手为爱结束天长地久我的离去若让你拥有所有让真爱带我走说分手

有一种爱叫做放手为爱结束天长地久我的离去若让你拥有所有让真爱带我走说分手
为了你失去你狠心扮演伤害你为了你离开你永远不分的离去
有一种爱叫做放手为爱放弃天长地久我们相守若让你付出所有让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手为爱结束天长地久我的离去若让你拥有所有让真爱带我走说分手

2010-01-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

2010-01-10T13:22:00.007+08:00

i can feel that the trust is no more there anymore
we are not as closed as before ... we talk less or even never talk
there's nothing i can do about it le ... i'll let nature take its own course
should i share this matter to my counsellor ? at most they only advise, they can't help
i really dunno wat r u all thinking of ? can't i just be nice to others' ?

after work, train to town and ate at cineleisure suki sushi for dinner
buy takoyaki balls for my supper

my letter are ready anytime . just wondering should i submit ?

闹翻脸
those good days has gone with the wind & won't be back !!!

2010-01-09T23:28:00.003+08:00

nothing much happen today
woke up 7am and head for work
ate lunch with angeline, lijiao & alice at coffee shop
back store close cashsheet back home bath
den suddenly got the urge to pack my room...after that went bishan ate mos burger
then train to Sengkang buy stuffed chicken pie at starbucks then home blogging

i'm still waiting for the day to come !!! i have not given up yet, and i will not give up !!!

2010-01-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

对你的思念是一天又一天孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

SAD 2010

2010-01-07T18:01:00.007+08:00

this year 2010 seems to start smoothly at the very beginning for me
but in just 7 days, everything change, is it a dream or a true ?
i dunno how many times have i cried
my feeling is mixed up ... i have no mood to study, i got no courage to face SRA3, i want to vanish !!!
what is he thinking ?

我很想爱她但是眼睛在说谎隐瞒比较容易吧免得感情变的复杂
IS LOVE BLIND ? LOVE IS BLIND !!! BLIND IS LOVE

2010-01-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

everyday seems a sad day to me le ... especially after reading a friend blog
I LOST EVERYTHING. !!!! EVERYTHING

i am feeling very very down right now ... holding my penknife in my hand, thinking hard why will this happen ?
or doing freefall from a building ? all seems fun to me ... i would like to give it a try
i know u ppl just concern for me ... but u ppl do not know the whole story behind it .
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

WEIYANG IS "KILLED IN ACTION"

TURN BACK THE TIME

2010-01-06T17:06:00.005+08:00

sad day... :( i hope time can turn back !!!
everyone shoo-ing away ... the person whom was once closed with me for years left
i know i am irritating .....
i sick n tired of my life

2010-01-05T00:15:00.005+08:00

woke up super early today ... do not have timetable yet, so bus to sengkang kopitiam square
had breakfast with miaowen den trained to serangoon sent her go school den transfer bus to ang mo kio, reached school le...teacher still not here
walao...waste of my time siol, say 8am..till 9am still not here, LIAR

please, please, don't make me sad anymore ok ?
i cannot take the pain anymore

2010-01-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

it's the first day of school.... haven't get the timetable yet
but most days end late ... very late indeed
today hands-on audio console...tmr doing trussing , tiring siol

恋爱几多障碍死性我不想该如我没你的爱我无法活得来

2010-01-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

happy moments always pass so fast
i gonna miss every moments we were together
i know alot ppl reading my blog now..they seems so interested to know
have good night rest :)