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Yap Wei Yang 叶伟杨
23rd June 1990
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31 January 2010, 7:38 AM
really tired ... home after work yesterday and went for our early reunion dinnerdrove to bishan expo . we thought was some good stuff as the news said was bigggg
in the end was like shittt !!!! walk to J8 and bought some shirt at OP.
my dear, please take care more and drink more water !!!
29 January 2010, 4:34 PM
i am sick !!! coughing none stop le
ohoh :D
27 January 2010, 9:50 PM
not much for todayi am still thinking of you every moments
i really hope u'll be forever by my side
26 January 2010, 10:46 PM
no lesson today . went for industrial visit to drama center learnt about staging, audio & lighting in the performing industry
most equipments used there are being taught in school and we are quite familiar
after that train-ed to sengkang to meet with miaowen and took the LRT to Rivervale Mall
bought some tidbits at Diaso and took LRT back to compasspoint.
rush back to serangoon to meet up with my mgmt team and head to bishan pizza hut for dinner
photos will be uploaded at a later time as internet very lagging
25 January 2010, 10:59 PM
我是真的付出我的爱
class end at 4pm but the lecturer release us at 2.30pm insteadi also don't why cos i am sleeping in the classroom ...really tired
went home to rest and prepare for the night gathering with my BSMC classmates
had dinner at Sakuara @ Dhoby Ghaut Green .
i don't know why, really don't know i am missing you alot alot
but sometimes, i felt very lonely
Feb 12 is coming nearer ... i am getting very paranoid . i will miss u even more
i am afraid i might get bad news when i'm back
我是真的付出我的爱 从今以后不会再更改 哦让我拥有你到未来
24 January 2010, 10:04 PM
today really a bad bad day . many things happened togethershall not elaborate much . after work went vivocity, suppose to go somerset
while on the train about to reach the station, the train stops and they announce that some fault with the station
and we will be trap for another 10 mins, so i decided to walk to the cabin area to check it out
after 24 mins the train finally moves through manual operation
btw, there's this angmo lady rushing for her cruise, i doubt she will be able to catch it
another fucker man came forward and scold the train operator ... damm him la. you think he can control meh ?
23 January 2010, 10:43 PM
work in the morning ... still quite smooth todayafter work, went out with miaowen to marina square to have our dinner
walk around the mall before deciding to have it at swensens
i have salmon&mushroom pasta while she ordered an teriyaki chix pasta
after that walk around and she bought a new blouse
train-ed home after that
holy shit ... my presentation slides still haven even started doing !!!
f*** those idiot who doesn't want to contribute
22 January 2010, 9:33 PM
woke up early in the morning for photo-taking at SRA3my SLR finally back in action !!! thank alice for taking it for us
my lessons suppose to start at 9am but i could not make it on time
worst of all, it rain so heavily that everyone was flagging the cab
i shared cab with susana and reached school around 10.30am plus
funny thing was, teacher decide to release the class early today at 11am
might as well don't go siol...
home and took a nap before going sengkang for random photoshoot
here's the photo
21 January 2010, 9:23 PM
but i'm not the man your heart is missingthat's why you go away i know
I FEEL LIKE SINGING OUT OF A SUDDEN
I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS WORLD
THIS WORLD IS SO CRUEL !!!
so suprisingly, he sms-ed me today !!!
but i'm not excited at all ... cos i'm no more interested in anything already
i am learning to give up slowly
by the time i given up , i will be long gone
20 January 2010, 9:28 PM
OMFG !!! my GEP trip presentation slides hasn't done yetthe deadline is coming nearer already ... DIE DIE DIE
today do soldering and accidentally burned my hand :(
KFC for dinner today :)
hey gal, i'm still waiting for you ... i have not given up yet
and i will not give up
18 January 2010, 5:22 PM
i know i have become very vulgar this days in my blogbut i just can't stop from being like this ...
YOUR ACTION REALLY MAKES ME FELT DIGUSTED
i don't know what has caused this . But, do you have to do all this ?
please be a real man lah ... face up to reality , stop being a small kid
if u want to resign, no one will stop u ... no need to tell me is because of me
just hope that he will stop being such a childish person and carry on with his life
he has caused so much trouble to himself and others
hey peeps, i apologise for misunderstanding you ... i really can't imagine he is like this
things has been done ... damaged has been caused , we can't turn back the time already
has he gone crazy or what ? i don't know ... from what he acts, it seems that he mentally disturbed
17 January 2010, 11:21 PM
boss has talk to me yesterday about my fb comment yesterdayshe makes me talk to him ... in respect, i went to him a strike up a conversation
what i get is his fucking attitude ... even today, i blocked his way, he just kick me at my foot
not even an excuse me ... what the hell he want ? he keep think that he got totally no fault
doing or saying stupid things that get things worst even makes me misunderstood all my friends
why is he like that now ? no one can understand
after work today, went hg plaza had suki sushi buffet ... thanks alot for treating me :D
walk around looking for phone. i loves e72 alot alot...but too expensive le !!!
16 January 2010, 9:46 PM
独占不到你厚厚那双手 都想一天你倦会回头
很蠢吗放开手铐 解开轻气球
谈恋爱要迁就 若是苦能够换到拥有
我也甘心 用盐洒伤口
你有你探索世界得引诱 我有我只眼闭痛也得接受
你要到处试我哪会抗议 我都不敢发嬲
我说我已中了你发的怨咒 你再放泄我也舍不得分手
怀疑或者当你玩到够 才肯给我收手
任你处置我已快要崩溃 可惜偏偏我乐意奉陪
手机响如早知你 即将失陪
扮蠢也有深度 就别想得那样的深奥 当不知道对大家都好
你有你探索世界得引诱 我有我只眼闭痛也得接受
你要到处试我哪会抗议 我都不敢发嬲
我信我已中了你发的怨咒 你再放泄我也舍不得分手
怀疑或者当你玩到够 才肯给我收手
用盐洒伤口 你有你探索世界的引诱
我有我只眼闭痛也得接受 你要到处试我哪会抗议
我都不敢发嬲 我信我已中了你发的怨咒
你再放泄我也舍不得分手
迟早都会收手 为我收手
7:08 PM
What is Love ?
Love is a kind of feeling towards the opposite gender. It is a mutual kind of feelings that is far more than the usual what we called Friendship.Everywhere we go, there just seems to be couples around, some holding hands, some kissing, some just, you know, hugging. Yes, hugging and kissing actually makes you closer to the other party then sex. But having a healthy relationship should not only cover making love. Learn to be someone that can actually love a girl or boy without making love, as you just can't simply make love in public, right?
Everyone got their own explanations for LOVE. However, don't let the word affects your life. Live with it and let it be part of your lifestyle. Remember, it is your life, it is your fight. Choose your way in the path of your life and bear whatever consequences that comes with it. Just like my secondary school motto: Choose Wisely, Face Consequences Squarely.
15 January 2010, 10:50 PM
WTH ??? IT TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO LOG IN TO BLOGGER & FACEBOOK TODAYWHAT FUCKING WRONG WITH THE CONNECTION THIS DAYS ???
firstly, would like to apologise to my dear sister i overslept today ... suppose to meet her in the morning ... sorry sorry sorry lalalaa
no school today as need to attend a boring presentation at ITE Dover, took bus 74 and slept throughout the journey
after that, met up with the rest of the GEP groupmates and copied those photos from them
ate lunch at canteen before heading home
took a short nap before heading for dinner at BSJ8 at Pastamania !!!
14 January 2010, 10:35 PM
3rd post of the dayi finally got the chance to edit my blog skin
changed to something plain
hehe :D
8:33 PM
sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere, don't know which way to gothere ain't so much to say now between us , ANYMORE AH AH ...LALALAA
6:33 PM
AFRESH
problem finally put to a stop .. you, yes you, please stop the action you are doing alreadythere's no way that can turn back the time. want talk terms & condition ? i'm not the person
don't do stupid things le ... you have made the problem worst. you should blame yourself
you should also think why this would happen, you have a split personality which cause this problem
we knew you actually care and concern for her, but you don't know how to express
now, not one person is hurt, there's lot more people getting hurt
13 January 2010, 8:34 PM
i gonna break down real soon .i am getting nightmares every night . why are there such person living in this world ?
you make me feel that i am a loser . but in my mind, i will be the ultimate winner
once, we fall out together with her, make her felt lonely eventually resigned
now, you all fall out with me, one day, you all will be treated the same way u treat me
you will know the pain when the day comes
love is one big illusion, i should try to forget, but there's something left in my head
i wont forget, the way u;re kissing, the feeling so strong, were lasting for so long
12 January 2010, 9:42 PM
i really in a dilemia right now. people seems threatenning me you know who you are. you make me lose my patience already, i trying to give way but you are not giving in
you set those stupid terms and condition that i can't even be frens with her
i don't care whose idea was this or just you alone.
let me tell you people this, if you people wants this to end, i will end it
i will tender, i don't wish to carry on this anymore
u ppl make me choose this last resort
u want to make me break a friendship just for another ? i will break the friendship with you first
goodbye everyone
2:41 PM
如果两个人的天堂 象是温馨的墙 囚禁你的梦想 幸福是否象是一扇铁窗 候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往 渴望一双翅膀 放手让你飞翔 你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰 听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊 我愿为你选择回到孤单 缠绵如果变成了锁链 抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手 为爱放弃天长地久 我们相守若让你付出所有 让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手 为爱结束天长地久 我的离去若让你拥有所有 让真爱带我走说分手
有一种爱叫做放手 为爱结束天长地久 我的离去若让你拥有所有 让真爱带我走说分手
为了你失去你 狠心扮演伤害你 为了你离开你 永远不分的离去
有一种爱叫做放手 为爱放弃天长地久 我们相守若让你付出所有 让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手 为爱结束天长地久 我的离去若让你拥有所有 让真爱带我走说分手
11 January 2010, 12:47 AM
10 January 2010, 1:22 PM
i can feel that the trust is no more there anymorewe are not as closed as before ... we talk less or even never talk
there's nothing i can do about it le ... i'll let nature take its own course
should i share this matter to my counsellor ? at most they only advise, they can't help
i really dunno wat r u all thinking of ? can't i just be nice to others' ?
after work, train to town and ate at cineleisure suki sushi for dinner
buy takoyaki balls for my supper
my letter are ready anytime . just wondering should i submit ?
闹翻脸
those good days has gone with the wind & won't be back !!!
09 January 2010, 11:28 PM
nothing much happen todaywoke up 7am and head for work
ate lunch with angeline, lijiao & alice at coffee shop
back store close cashsheet back home bath
den suddenly got the urge to pack my room...after that went bishan ate mos burger
then train to Sengkang buy stuffed chicken pie at starbucks then home blogging
i'm still waiting for the day to come !!! i have not given up yet, and i will not give up !!!
08 January 2010, 9:19 PM
对你的思念是一天又一天 孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现 亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过 想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么 为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过 在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过 对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
07 January 2010, 6:01 PM
SAD 2010
this year 2010 seems to start smoothly at the very beginning for mebut in just 7 days, everything change, is it a dream or a true ?
i dunno how many times have i cried
my feeling is mixed up ... i have no mood to study, i got no courage to face SRA3, i want to vanish !!!
what is he thinking ?
我很想爱她 但是眼睛在说谎 隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
IS LOVE BLIND ? LOVE IS BLIND !!! BLIND IS LOVE
06 January 2010, 10:21 PM
everyday seems a sad day to me le ... especially after reading a friend blogI LOST EVERYTHING. !!!! EVERYTHING
i am feeling very very down right now ... holding my penknife in my hand, thinking hard why will this happen ?
or doing freefall from a building ? all seems fun to me ... i would like to give it a try
i know u ppl just concern for me ... but u ppl do not know the whole story behind it .
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad
WEIYANG IS "KILLED IN ACTION"
5:06 PM
TURN BACK THE TIME
sad day... :( i hope time can turn back !!!everyone shoo-ing away ... the person whom was once closed with me for years left
i know i am irritating .....
i sick n tired of my life
05 January 2010, 12:15 AM
woke up super early today ... do not have timetable yet, so bus to sengkang kopitiam squarehad breakfast with miaowen den trained to serangoon sent her go school den transfer bus to ang mo kio, reached school le...teacher still not here
walao...waste of my time siol, say 8am..till 9am still not here, LIAR
please, please, don't make me sad anymore ok ?
i cannot take the pain anymore
04 January 2010, 9:40 PM
it's the first day of school.... haven't get the timetable yetbut most days end late ... very late indeed
today hands-on audio console...tmr doing trussing , tiring siol
恋爱几多障碍 死性我不想该 如我没你的爱 我无法活得来
03 January 2010, 9:03 PM
happy moments always pass so fasti gonna miss every moments we were together
i know alot ppl reading my blog now..they seems so interested to know
have good night rest :)
02 January 2010, 11:50 PM
after work...went amk movie The Treasure Hunter with mwquite a nice show ... ate at foodcourt trained to fernvale and back home
01 January 2010, 10:03 PM
Sad Sad Day !!!
went out for dinner with miaowen today :)so happy together with her ... went CPP buy stuffs at popular den walk walk at best denki
after which she treated me at pizza hut. really very pitiful i can't finish as i'm still not feeling well
pei her walk home then headed home myself .
7:29 AM
my very first post in year 2010.thanks to all my dearest people & colleagues out there ... we have bad times but of cos GOOD times together too :)
every moments are treasured
once again thanks:
angeline, joyce, esther, diana, lijiao, susana, anna, weiting, alice, miaowen, yong keng, jiazhen, ederlyn, desmond ... not forgetting my dearest niece esther & kaixuan